This thought came to me as i was zooming through the housework yesterday...
i have long identified with Zelig....
finding myself transformed by the people around me - sometimes subtely - i am more funny with some people, more thoughtful with some people, more critical with some people...
finding myself transformed by the physical environment around me - busy and baseless in the city - cerebral, tight...open and expansive and light and free by the sea...
i see my daughter also is in this mould - she feels withdrawn and left out in certain girls' company, light and fun in others'.
i wanted to come here and write about this as a reminder to myself that if i am truely open to transforming my life with creation i will open my life to people who see creativity as a valid and transformative force.
i will minimise the time spent with contracting forces - the circumstance and energy that makes me feel less than
and open myself to, gather in, soak up the expanding forces...
i choose BIG
