i have been a controller
keeps me safe
keeps things where i can see them
only really it doesn't in the long run....
i realise that the more i hold on the harder it is...
it is like driving down a really windy hill with my foot on the accelerator hoping it will get safer...
and through a confluence of events - some healing, some reaching out for help, some self care, some creative flow... i find myself letting go.
i haven't made it something to do on my list of things to do - that just makes me more likely to have to control it, schedule it, feel busy about it....
but i have just started...
started trusting that it is a good universe
that i am taken care of
that it is all unfolding as it should
and it really is
and the reflections i see around me are beautiful - warm friendly helpful people, outcomes - even of hard things being beautiful,
this is joyful
and huge!
sending this gratitude out into the universe to warm your day...
Tin ROOF! Rusted.
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Progress! While I was away the mice started to play. :)
I ordered the steel (no , not tin lol) roofing panels and installation ...
8 years ago