(where i should be - that is the poodle rolling in the sand in the foreground btw)
i have been making this poor lap top do overtime
i have been here and there on the internet... caught in the worldwideweb like a fly
and i am buzzing in circles on my back
slower and slower
the gaps in between lengthening.....
i have been sick - just a flu thing... lethargy factor is at 90% - and i find this a highly distracting place to be...
disengaging me from my bleak attitude, the sense that i am out of my rightful place in the universe... that i am getting older by the day and the shining future i saw ahead of me as a young woman has drifted by in this haze of mediocrity...
i don't want to meditate, or write gratitude lists, or eat well.
i sit here, cantankerous and touchy, tearful and feeble
and check my emails one more time...
