today it seems like it is safer to hang out here
today it seems like getting outside is too adventurous
today it seems like the work i do is not enough
today it seems like all the synchronicities and generosity of yesterday have shimmered far into the distance
today it seems like the gift of an author/artist/poet any creative into the world ...
is enough to ameliorate all that other stuff,
which means that if i continue to listen to the whispers about my work, i continue to follow through and if i push through the doubt and the fear i can maybe
just maybe
ameliorate all that other stuff for someone else
{{{faerian}}}
ReplyDelete(((((you are enough)))))
ReplyDeleteohmygosh, you are way more than enough....
ReplyDeleteyou touch my soul on a regular basis.
i come looking for your energy when i'm low on my own.....
oh. i am so laughing.
i had to look up ameliorate.
i'm not kidding.
world's worst vocabulary here!
honest to pete.
but you know what? i looked it up!
and you know what?!!! THAT'S WHAT YOU DO FOR ME!!!!!!
you ameliorate me!!!!!
bowing very deep ... as we all ameliorate each other...
ReplyDeletei think that is a very beautiful word - it seems like a little flower....