art work by Colin McCahon
.. that it's not very good to be grumpy
and i know that is not the right thought patten to be making
and i know it means that i am attracting negative energy
and i know that there are starving children dying as i write this
and i know i am incredibly self indulgent
and i know i am lucky to live in such abundance
and i know that my life is very easy
and i know that i could change my attitude
and i know that i should
but right now
i am grumpy and i just need to be it instead of shoulding and badgering and being all tut-tutty with myself
i will just be grumpy and let that be enough
and then move on
Holding a space for you and your grumpy self, dear lady ~~~
ReplyDeleteI was feeling like this a couple of days ago.
ReplyDeleteI acknowledged that "grumpy" is merely an emotion, I felt it, I knew it would pass and it did <3
ride it baby. then send it on its way when it's time. and LOVE yourself through the whole thing!
ReplyDelete"i am grumpy and i just need to be it instead of shoulding and badgering and being all tut-tutty with myself"
ReplyDeleteOne of the greatest things about being a queen in her 50's is being able to openly say life isn't always sunshine and rainbows (except when it is) and accept a well timed and necessary grump every now and then!
XXOO